離開我的依賴

说不出你的轮廓
shuō bù chū nǐ de lún kuò
I can’t make out your face anymore

看著你的模样
kàn zhù nǐ de mó yàng
Looking at who you’ve become

眼前的美风雨冲淡了它
yǎn qián de měi fēng yǔ chōng dàn le tā
The beauty before me, washed away by the storm

看天色渐暗了
kàn tiān sè jiàn àn le
Watching the sky go dark

好陌生的一句话
hǎo mò shēng de yī jù huà
Such a strange thing to say

你看著我说话
nǐ kàn zhù wǒ shuō huà
You look at me and speak

我蒙上了眼
wǒ méng shàng le yǎn
I cover my eyes

仿佛你在身旁
páng fú nǐ zài shēn páng
As if you’re still beside me

当你不再应答
dāng nǐ bù zài yīng dá
When you stopped answering

我来不及道声不安
wǒ lái bù jí dào shēng bù ān
I had no time to say I was afraid

有一点混乱有点缓慢
yǒu yī diǎn hùn luàn yǒu diǎn huǎn màn
A little lost, a little slow

才发现承诺是谎话
cái fā xiàn chéng nuò shì huǎng huà
Only then I saw the promise was a lie

你倒下了我只能旁观
nǐ dǎo xià le wǒ zhǐ néng páng guān
You fell, and all I could do was watch

我越来越爱
wǒ yuè lái yuè ài
I keep loving more and more

爱不爱
ài bù ài
Whether I love or not

都成为我们的负担
dōu chéng wèi wǒ men de fù dān
It all becomes a weight we carry

我想要痛快的离开我的依赖
wǒ xiǎng yào tòng kuài de lí kāi wǒ de yī lài
I want to break free from everything I’ve leaned on

一句句你的责骂
yī jù jù nǐ de zé mà
Every word you threw at me

是存在的代价
shì cún zài de dài jià
Was the price of being here

不想让我慌乱忍痛责备的话
bù xiǎng ràng wǒ huāng luàn rěn tòng zé bèi de huà
Words meant to shield me, but they cut all the same

看天再一次暗了
kàn tiān zài yí cì àn le
I watch the sky go dark again

我来不及道声不安
wǒ lái bù jí dào shēng bù ān
I had no time to say I was afraid

有一点混乱有点缓慢
yǒu yī diǎn hùn luàn yǒu diǎn huǎn màn
A little lost, a little slow

才发现承诺是谎话你倒下了我只能旁观
cái fā xiàn chéng nuò shì huǎng huà nǐ dǎo xià le wǒ zhǐ néng páng guān
Only then I saw the promise was a lie, you fell, and all I could do was watch

我越来越爱
wǒ yuè lái yuè ài
I keep loving more and more

爱不爱
ài bù ài
Whether I love or not

都成为我们的负担
dōu chéng wèi wǒ men de fù dān
It all becomes a weight we carry

我想要痛快的离开我的依赖
wǒ xiǎng yào tòng kuài de lí kāi wǒ de yī lài
I want to break free from everything I’ve leaned on

多少个忍受痛的夜晚你叫我别回来
duō shǎo gè rěn shòu tòng de yè wǎn nǐ jiào wǒ bié huí lái
So many nights I swallowed the pain while you told me not to come back

我挣扎看你的脸憔悴的心怎放得开
wǒ zhēng zhā kàn nǐ de liǎn qiáo cuì de xīn zěn fàng dé kāi
I fought to look at you, but how do I let go of a heart so worn

我来不及道声不安
wǒ lái bù jí dào shēng bù ān
I had no time to say I was afraid

有一点混乱有点缓慢
yǒu yī diǎn hùn luàn yǒu diǎn huǎn màn
A little lost, a little slow

才发现承诺是谎话你倒下了我只能旁观
cái fā xiàn chéng nuò shì huǎng huà nǐ dǎo xià le wǒ zhǐ néng páng guān
Only then I saw the promise was a lie, you fell, and all I could do was watch

我越来越爱
wǒ yuè lái yuè ài
I keep loving more and more

爱不爱
ài bù ài
Whether I love or not

都成为我们的负担
dōu chéng wèi wǒ men de fù dān
It all becomes a weight we carry

我想要痛快的离开我的依赖
wǒ xiǎng yào tòng kuài de lí kāi wǒ de yī lài
I want to break free from everything I’ve leaned on

我想要痛快的离开我的依赖
wǒ xiǎng yào tòng kuài de lí kāi wǒ de yī lài
I want to break free from everything I’ve leaned on