別戀

作词 | 吕尚霖 LuuX／派伟俊 Patrick Brasca
zuò cí | lǚ shàng lín LuuX／ pài wěi jùn Patrick Brasca
Lyrics | 吕尚霖 LuuX / 派伟俊 Patrick Brasca

作曲 | 派伟俊 Patrick Brasca／吕尚霖 LuuX
zuò qǔ | pài wěi jùn Patrick Brasca／ lǚ shàng lín LuuX
Music | 派伟俊 Patrick Brasca / 吕尚霖 LuuX

如果说背叛也是 被爱的一部分
rú guǒ shuō bèi pàn yě shì bèi ài de yī bù fèn
If betrayal is just another part of being loved

暴风雨来临之前 表面干净得很
bào fēng yǔ lái lín zhī qián biǎo miàn qián jìng dé hěn
Before the storm hits, everything looks perfectly calm

对爱的人 我总学不会残忍
duì ài de rén wǒ zǒng xué bù huì cán rěn
I could never bring myself to be cruel to the ones I love

一再的原谅有多天真
yī zài de yuán liàng yǒu duō tiān zhēn
How naive, to keep forgiving you again and again

你的沉默 比你诚实多了
nǐ de chén mò bǐ nǐ chéng shí duō le
Your silence tells me more than you ever would

后来我不再追问 不再期盼什么
hòu lái wǒ bù zài zhuī wèn bù zài qī pàn shén me
So I stopped asking, stopped hoping for anything

数不清是第几个凌晨 我用著什么身份
shù bù qīng shì dì jǐ gè líng chén wǒ yòng zhù shén me shēn fèn
I’ve lost count of how many midnights I’ve waited, wondering what I even am to you

等你宣判我们不可能
děng nǐ xuān pàn wǒ men bù kě néng
Waiting for you to tell me we were never going to make it

为什么你的别恋 你的谎言 你的为所欲为
wèi shén me nǐ de bié liàn nǐ de huǎng yán nǐ de wèi suǒ yù wèi
Your new love, your lies, every selfish thing you do

都成了我的伤悲 我的亏欠 我的执迷不悔
dōu chéng le wǒ de shāng bēi wǒ de kuī qiàn wǒ de zhí mí bù huǐ
Somehow became my grief, my guilt, my stubborn refusal to let go

那天大雨淋湿了我的脸 在车窗里的你装没看见
nà tiān dà yǔ lín shī le wǒ de liǎn zài chē chuāng lǐ de nǐ zhuāng méi kàn jiàn
That day the rain soaked my face, and you looked away from behind the car window

最遥远的距离 是你在他身边
zuì yáo yuǎn de jù lí shì nǐ zài tā shēn biān
The greatest distance is knowing you’re by his side

黄昏的街灯 它把我的影子拉向远方
huáng hūn de jiē dēng tā bǎ wǒ de yǐng zi lā xiàng yuǎn fāng
The evening streetlights stretch my shadow far away

没有你的城市 走到哪里都像是流浪
méi yǒu nǐ de chéng shì zǒu dào nǎ lǐ dōu xiàng shì liú làng
In a city without you, everywhere I walk feels like drifting

朋友都劝我放手 该去过新的生活 我才不想
péng yǒu dōu quàn wǒ fàng shǒu gāi qù guò xīn de shēng huó wǒ cái bù xiǎng
My friends all tell me to move on, start something new. I just don’t want to.

就把我的爱意掩埋 随著大雨落下来
jiù bǎ wǒ de ài yì yǎn mái suí zhù dà yǔ là xià lái
So I’ll bury all this love and let it wash away with the rain

反正你身边也已经有他在
fǎn zhèng nǐ shēn biān yě yǐ jīng yǒu tā zài
You already have someone else beside you anyway

明明说好不分开 却只剩我一个人作怪
míng míng shuō hǎo bù fēn kāi què zhǐ shèng wǒ yī gè rén zuò guài
We promised we’d never part, and yet I’m the only one falling apart

最后一通电话 终究还是没能拨通
zuì hòu yí tòng diàn huà zhōng jiū hái shì méi néng bō tōng
That last call never made it through

答铃循环拨放著 你最爱听的歌
dá líng xún huán bō fàng zhù nǐ zuì ài tīng de gē
Your favorite song kept looping on your voicemail

歌词写得太深刻 像嘲笑著 我的不舍
gē cí xiě dé tài shēn kè xiàng cháo xiào zhù wǒ de bù shě
The lyrics cut too deep, like they were laughing at how hard I held on

为什么你的别恋 你的谎言 你的为所欲为
wèi shén me nǐ de bié liàn nǐ de huǎng yán nǐ de wèi suǒ yù wèi
Your new love, your lies, every selfish thing you do

都成了我的伤悲 我的亏欠 我的执迷不悔
dōu chéng le wǒ de shāng bēi wǒ de kuī qiàn wǒ de zhí mí bù huǐ
Somehow became my grief, my guilt, my stubborn refusal to let go

那天大雨淋湿了我的恋 在车窗里的你装没看见
nà tiān dà yǔ lín shī le wǒ de liàn zài chē chuāng lǐ de nǐ zhuāng méi kàn jiàn
That day the rain soaked everything I felt, and you looked away from behind the car window

最遥远的距离 是你在他身边
zuì yáo yuǎn de jù lí shì nǐ zài tā shēn biān
The greatest distance is knowing you’re by his side

最后一次温柔 是我不说再见
zuì hòu yī cì wēn róu shì wǒ bù shuō zài jiàn
One last act of tenderness, I walk away without goodbye